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11th. Apr, 2008 | 03:08 pm
location: Ucol
mood: annoyed annoyed
music: Van McCoy - The Hustle

Argh its so hard to multi-task! I know I complain alot about having assignments and stuff, but they really suck!

Im currently doing this essay on leadership and my lecturer didnt set a word limit, so its currently at 4000 words.. its not even finihsed yet! AHHHHHHHH!

And my loli stuff STILL hasnt arrived yet. I needs it for armageddon so i sent them a slighty peeved email (which is nowhere NEAR how angry I am) asking them to please send my stuff as I have paid for it ages ago. Im pretty sure they got It, but they take days to reply to any communications i send.


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1st. Apr, 2008 | 12:20 pm
location: Ucol - where else?
mood: ditzy ditzy
music: ACDC - Back In Black

Armageddon in less than 3 weeks! I really hope my outfit from Anna House comes before then.. I had to get it custom made coz im too tall :(

Im pretty sure it will though, otherwise I will cry (possibly quite literally). How very tragic

Got another 2 assignments due before the semester break. Both of which I havent started, and one Is a group assignment which is NOT my forte.
I am soooo sick of stressing about things! I need a break...

Me and Tom are going to the travel agent on Thurs to book flights to japan at the end of the year. God knows how I am goin to be abel to afford such a venture. But I suppose having such a large disposable income helps.. its nice getting free money from the government (student allowance) even though its only $100 a week. You would be surprised about how far that goes when you dont have to pay bills. Lol, its how I paid for my loli outfit!

Ahhh the joys of free moneys..

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18th. Mar, 2008 | 11:46 am
location: Ucol
mood: contemplative contemplative
music: Enter Shikari - Sorry you're not a winner

So much for updating my journal regularly...

Things have just been quite busy, what with work (as always) and ucol which is even more demanding than last year.

Missing everyone alot, and am seriously looking at moving to Auckland next year to finish my degree (stupid ucol for getting rid of it without telling me!) which means I get to see Julie more often! lol I hope others follow me so I wont be a loner surrounded by giant buildings and cars.

O wells best get back to assignments, got 2 due next week

joy joy

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Stupid stupid lack of moneys

11th. Jun, 2007 | 10:01 am
location: UCOL
mood: anxious anxious
music: Gym class heroes - Girlfriend

So this is my most recent purchase from japan...

DOMO-KUN! and it cost me $50.60 NZ. However, as it turns out the site I purchased it off charged me twice for it :O! I am quite annoyed. I sent them an email explaining how me having to pay for it twice is quite a bother and could they please fix it. so far no reply..

I have my end of semester exams in 2 weeks. Im not really worried even though my economics one is 50% of my grade.. meh I think Ill do ok. If not.. Ill just cry until I get over it.

Currently mid-year sale at EB Games is CRAZY crackers. lol, thats actually what the guy says on the DVD we have. Cracks me up every time.

The Girls high ball is on Saturday!! Im soo excited! Ive got my whole outfit sorted (except my dress which needs to be altered slightly as I apparantly lost some weight mysteriously since I bought it..)

Pokemon Diamond ad Pearl are out next week! Horray!

So many things I must purchase.. maybe I can rob a bank somewhere...

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Hello world!

8th. Jun, 2007 | 03:56 pm
location: UCOL
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: From yesterday - 30 seconds to Mars

After months of dormancy I am back!

Well.. it wasnt really dormancy, I may have started my business diploma and got a new job at EB games which may or may not CONSUME MY LIFE! WAAAARRRGHHH!


But yeah I am now going to make an effort to update this thing as well as my bebo page (turns out it destroys lives)I have 60 friends on it!

I am so over this drama that is my life. Its tiresome. So I might just have to sleep more to keep up with the swirly doom of life.

I cant wait til Im 30 with kids. Then I can stay at home all day and make cookies.. mmm cookies....

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SO over school...

12th. Oct, 2006 | 11:55 am
location: School
mood: bored bored
music: You spin me right round - Dead or Alive

I have about 4 weeks left of school and I am already sick of it. I just wanna sleep in on weekdays and watch Dr. Phil, Is that too much to ask? perhaps it is. But at least I get to finish on Nov 15th then I just have to worry bout real exams and passing maths so I can do my Business Diploma next year (Why do I have to suck at the things I need?) But at least now Ive got my drivers license. Yes thats right Im now roadworthy... sort of. I kinda cant reverse or park at the mo, but that shall be fixed once I get more practice. MWA HA HA HA.

Gosh Im so bored. We have a reliever for business today and you know how they are, clueless as usual! So everyone buggered off to the computer room and went on Bebo, illegally may I add! (Bebo is blocked on our school computers but being smart cookies we found proxy sites to get around that!)

I think I might just go and check out this Bee boe. See what the fuss is about.

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9th. Oct, 2006 | 01:29 am
location: School
mood: giddy giddy
music: I want you to want me - Cheap Trick

OMG! This is the funniest video ever!


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Exams are OVER!

13th. Sep, 2006 | 10:46 am
location: School
mood: mellow mellow
music: Lenny Kravitz - American Woman

YEAH I have finished all my exams! Well... all my mock exams. But some of them did count like my computers exam which was worth 12 credits and took me 15 minutes to do, and part of my Biology assessment which Im not sure if I passed yet... I kinda made up most of my answers which might not be a good thing. Meh Ill update again when I get more interesting news

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Busy week

22nd. Aug, 2006 | 10:10 am
location: School
mood: stressed stressed
music: Jessica Simpson - Public Affair

My mock exams start next friday. I must say I am feeling pretty good about them. I had my 24 credit business exam yesterday which went alright I suppose... -_^ apart from the horrible feeling I have that I messed up question 3...

Now I just have to do my stats assessment tomorrow, prepare fo the trade fair, pick up the tops from the screen printers, catch up on the latest Biology test on EVERYTHING, write yet another essay on an annoyingly complex love poem and find time to breathe!!! whoever said 6th form was easy should be shot with needles

At least it will all be over in about a month and I can relax for 2 weeks. *sigh* I am REALLY looking forward to that!

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Schooly school school

16th. Aug, 2006 | 10:56 am
location: School
mood: chipper chipper
music: The Crab Song!

Yes I am back at school now... But it is Wednesday now! the week is half over! AND the whole school gets Friday off coz the teachers are owed a day off or some crap.
But whatever I guess I will be spending my weekend looking for a new job that pays really really good! Or doesnt suck like Burger King or Woolys, I will NEVER work in a supermarket!

*sigh* I hate how I need moneys. I am really enjoying all this free time Ive got so Its guna suck when I have to get back to getting up before 10 in the weekends.

Meh, thats just the way the world works I suppose

By the way this is the funniest thing you will EVER see:

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My True Love

13th. Aug, 2006 | 07:29 pm
location: My house
mood: frustrated frustrated
music: Fool's Garden - Lemontree

Today I went to wet pets, and guess what they had there... puppies! to be precise Shih tzu/Bichon X Maltese puppies! It was love at first sight!
They were black and white with cuuuute little faces! *sigh* Im in heaven.
One problem though... they are $1500. OUCH! Why did I have to quit my job yesterday?

Heres what annoys me, you know how my parents said theyd get me one if I stayed at home next year? well when I told them about my baby today the answer was no. "We cant afford it at the moment" even though I TOLD them how much they were, AND that the money would be payed back waaaay before I found these little guys. OOOOH Im so angry right now. Their answer was.. "Why dont you get a job?" by the time I get enough money for it, as well as other expenses, all the puppies would have grown up and DIED!

So right now All my energy is being put into hatching a cunning plan to raise the money... legally of course. So no drug making for me.
One idea was to sell off all my stuff that would fetch a price, but turns out the only thing I own thats worth selling is my guitar which I might get $500 for If Im lucky. Another idea was to get a really good paying second job... thats not at Roxannes! NOT going to sink that low! the terrible thing is that I actually considered it for a microsecond. Thats how much I love this puppy, but you really have to see it to believe me. Maybe I could get a loan?

Awwww Im all out of ideas!

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It's Emma live!

10th. Aug, 2006 | 04:37 pm
location: My House!
mood: satisfied satisfied
music: Outkast - Roses

Yes thats right, for today only your one and only Emma is coming to you LIVE from her place! WOOT!

So life is actually calming down a bit since the dramas of the past couple of months. I had a pretty average day filled with completion of homework etc. *SHOCK* I completed a couple of English essays, a Statistics assignment and Part 3 out of 4 of my Art project! Im feeling pretty up-to-date with things at the moment. Except for the looming prospect of my Business exam in 2 weeks (ARG 24 credits!) Yep its the big one alright, but not to worry, I think its going to go well...hopefully.

Oh and new updates on the home front. Im not moving out at the end of the year. I am a bit disappointed at myself for caving so quickly but they said they would get me a puppy! I Larfs puppies! ^o^ But heres the catch; we are moving across town. That uberly sucks. No more walking into town or having Tom just down the road, now I'm going to HAVE to get my license, just so I can continue living a normal life! (Besides, UCOL is 1 1/2 hours away from where we are going to move)
But I guess it wont be so bad...I get to have a new room that I can paint funky colours! how cool will that be?

Meh, maybe I need a bit more convincing...

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Clearing up the conflict

9th. Aug, 2006 | 09:37 am
location: School
mood: gloomy gloomy
music: The Cardigans - Lovefool

After hearing a few views on my current situation I feel as though I need to clear up a few things about me and Tom. Im not asking people to understand or make sense of them, they are purely so I can get my feelings out in the open. So here goes...

1. He didnt cheat on me with crystal. He went out with her breifly after we broke up but nothing happened.
If he did ANYTHING more than kissing with her then the only place you find him is 6 feet under.

2. I have got my revenge, so to speak by spreading his deeds to the world. This was just for my own happiness and did make me feel better knowing that I have a huge army of people on my side. He has lost freinds because of what he did (FYI not my doing) So I feel that we are even. He was an asshole, And I did a bitchy thing. Even

3. Tom has no feelings for Crystal, and never will. I can honestly say this without any doubt. He talks to her (it would be hard not to as she is in 3 of his classes at school) which is fine with me in moderation.

4. I made my peace with the girl he did cheat on me with (turns out she is really nice) they kissed, nothing else. I can deal with that.

5. We have been going out for 2 and a bit years. I dont want ot throw away what we have just because he did a stupid, minor thing. It hurt, yes but it didnt mean anything to him andI know that he regretted it.

These are the reasons I can justify feeling the way I do. I love him alot and I want to forgive and forget.

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Think Happy Thoughts...

8th. Aug, 2006 | 10:24 am
location: School
mood: discontent discontent
music: Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous

Well Toms surgery went ok, hes just a bit sore and has go the week off school. Im not sure what to do now tho.. he still loves me and I love him but Im not sure if Im ok with him talking to Crystal.

Urgh this is soo stupid. I am the happiest I have been since we broke up. I even think that it has made our relationship stronger.. which sounds ridiculous! I think its because now I know that he feels alot stronger for me than I thought (if he didnt then why did he cheat on crystal with me?)
He has changed so much in the last couple of months and you know what? I really like the new Tom. He is more mature and I really do believe that he isnt going to change.

But of course there is always nagging doubt. "What if something happens with Crystal? Would he really hurt me like that again?" I know what I would do though. I would tell her EXACTLY what me and Tom got up to when they went out. Bitchy? yes, but do I care? Nope. All I know is if he EVER puts me through that again, I will not be held responsible for my actions.
Hopefully it wil not come to that tho. He is still a close friend and it would suck to have to put him through that (Crystal wouldn't be very happy)


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So much drama

7th. Aug, 2006 | 01:04 pm
location: School
mood: amused amused
music: David Hasselhoff - Jump In My Car

Ok so my weekend wasnt as exciting as I thought, but it was pretty exciting for other people..

On Friday night I went to bed at 7pm. On Saturday I was in the plaza with my business group selling our PJs we made, then my sister and her friends came along and Totally embarrassed themselves by 'advertising' them loudly and to members of the opposite sex. Then that night I watched Transamerica and Wedding crashers with my mum before going to bed. Yesterday I slept in til 12pm then went over to Toms. I found out the following:

On Friday he had a party at the beach and got really drunk, On Saturday night he went to the Awatapu ball, walked to an afterparty, got punched by a random maori guy who ran off, then got really drunk again. All weekend he had a total of 6 hours sleep and today he is at the hospital having surgery to get his wisdom teeth removed!

Talk about drama!

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2nd. Aug, 2006 | 10:33 am
location: School
mood: stressed stressed
music: Missy Elliot - Pass the Dutch

It has come to my attention that all the posting I do here is during school time. Why do I even bother turning up if all I do is eat, talk and look at pretty pictures on google? And now my naive confidence that I will pass my exams is slowly wearing thin as I realize that 6th form is indeed ALOT harder than 5th form so.... "OMG I AM SO SCREWED!" How much studying have I done since the beginning of the year? NONE! AAAAARRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!! HEEELLLPPPP! I need to pass so I can do my degree next year or else I will have to spend another year repeating 6th form in this DISGRACE of a school! So here we go..

Dear Emma

Please PLEASE get your act together and bother to study so next year wont totally suck ass. If you do this then I promise not to shut down completely during the exams so we wont be screwed.

Yours sincerely,
Emma's Brain

I've got ALOT of work to do..

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My Weekend of Doom

31st. Jul, 2006 | 02:50 pm
location: School
mood: calm calm
music: ABBA - Waterloo

I had a Japanese student stay on the weekend. Her name is Mayumi and she didnt speak much english... But we still had fun! I took her to see 'Fast and the furious, Tokyo Drift' - an utterly crap movie but alot of it was in Japanese so I guess thats all that matters.
And you know what? I actually miss her now thats shes left. *sigh* perhaps we shall meet again one day..

Oh, new update on my intended career path: I have decided to go and teach English in Japan for 3 years once I get my degree. Its supposed to be quite easy money (bout $60,000 a year) PLUS the government pays for you to go and you get a host family while you are over there. All I can say is HELL YEAH! just give me the papers to sign!

All I need to do is pass my exams next term... *nervous laughter*

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The life of me

27th. Jul, 2006 | 11:36 am
location: School
mood: bitchy bitchy
music: Massive Attack - Teardrop

Urg I soooooo wana quit school right now. The tedious homework and constant chatter is getting on my nerves.. But at least today is shorter than ususal! Open day I think so everyone goes home at 2.20 HUZZAR!

Oh, and this is the dog I have decided to get soon! (well not the EXACT dog but very similar..)

Isn't it coooootee! its called a Shih tzu and they only grow up to 30cm so it will stay cute forever. The puppies are so much cuter though, I think this one is full grown.

So now I just need to get in contact with the breeder and think of a name for it.. something short and sweet but not TOO cute (i.e. Lulu or other absurd names) Any suggestions would be appreciated as I am kinda stuck on names..

Unpleasant update on the bitch that was going out with my ex.. he dumped her! WOOT! He said that it was because she was too clingy.. I can believe that but get this, she left my school to go to his coz evidently "I have been bullying her for 2 years" All I can say is BULL****!! I havent even talked to her in 2 years! Another more plausible reason is that she wanted to make sure that he wasnt messin round with other chicks.. lol maybe she should have looked closer to home then! And to make matters worse, she told my principal that me and this other girl have been bullying her so I might be at risk of expulsion if she doesnt believe me. Great.
But oh well at least I dont have to put up with her crap anymore.. Its now Tom's problem as she is in 3 of his classes, AND she sits next to him. HA HA

Even though all that has happened I still want him back. Sad huh? Maybe Im just glad that he finally realised what a psycho she was.

Meh, We will see what happens...

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24th. Jul, 2006 | 10:29 am
location: School
mood: sleepy sleepy
music: Marilyn Manson - Coma White

The ball was AWESOMO! I had soo much fun and I got to meet lotsa people Tom knows. I must say, Freyberg did a much better job with their ball than my school did. They didnt have irritating decorations and gross food, It was much better than I expected!
Too bad I got home at like 1am so Im pretty tierd right now..

This is the dress Im going to make!

but instead of having flowery material it will have strawberry print with lace on the top!


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One more silver lining..

19th. Jul, 2006 | 07:28 am
location: School
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: Christina Aguilera - Ain't no other man

I got invited to the Freyberg ball last night. So im going to go! should be fun I guess.. Tom isnt taking the bitch either coz "She didnt want to go" hmmm but shes going to the Boy's high ball next week. I smell a Rat! Lol Im going to enjoy myself anyway. Nothing better than dressing up and dancing for a few hours. You never know, I might meet a REALLY hot Johnny Depp lookalike there!

OMG I just went to have a look on Cosmates.jp and there is NOTHING on there! All the Lolita stuff is GOOOONEEEE! NOOOOOOOOO! All thats left is the cosplay costumes and the maid outfits... I want to cry!

Oh well at least Ive still got the material for my dress sitting at home. I must get my act together and start making it! I larfs strawberrys, they make me hungry..

*Bounce Bounce*

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